Beyond Meditation

The Age of Aquarius

When life’s not going too well on this earth, humanities natural response is to look out into the universe beyond in the hope that out there somewhere in all that space there is an answer to all the atrocities that persist on a daily basis. 

Somehow, over the years she had managed to connect with violetness you see in this picture.  She had not search beyond the stars, there had been no telescope.  She had excavated within her self, persistent self enquiry had opened the universe in her mind and she had explored many a black hole.  The lights she had experienced on the way had been ethereal and esoteric, esoteric in a way that she was unable to really give any words to.  The picture was the nearest way to explaining her experience.  And as she sat with her eyes closed she was able to see beyond the blackness of her mind and climb into the depths of her lives both past and present, the nothingness of thoughts sat securely in the centre of her presence. 

 

Today she would not judge and remembered all those times when food had made her feel loved.  But knew food is food and love is love and somehow the two hand been confused.  Today she needed praise and today she got what she needed and she felt honoured.  Some people need it more than others, others can live life without it.  Today she really knew what it felt like to be acknowledged, to be seen and if she never felt it again, so be it.  Because today she had and that would stay with her for the rest of her superficial life.

~ by girligorgeous on November 9, 2009.